This has been my life. What do you do if you are a positive person that has negative things happen to you all the time? Joeyv23 mentioned the part about not needing to help others wake up. This caught me slightly. I've felt ever since I was a child that I had a purpose. I don't think that there is anything wrong with having a purpose in life. Then I went on and read more and I read how it wasn't that he had to do it, he wanted to ... then I felt at ease. Yes this is it.daniel wrote:LoneBear was mentioning that the other day, as to how "bad luck" seems to be defying probability. Randomness should result in a 50/50 split between good and bad fortune, but lately, most people that have any kind of spiritual drive seem to be experiencing 99 44/100% bad luck, whereas the muggles go blindly on without problem. Something has changed, but I have not yet figured out what. But it does appear to be associated with shen bioenergy.joeyv23 wrote:In the past two to three weeks specifically, it seems that everyone in my life who is working towards bettering themselves in one area of life or another, is being hit with curve ball after curve ball. I've wondered if perhaps the 'systems' are designed to see just how far a person can be pushed before they snap. It's been a rough few weeks for my friends and family, but I'm doing my very best to help keep everyone's spirits up.
Another musician friend of mine tells me 'don't do it for other people, do it for yourself." I argue ... well ... I'm doing it for myself so that ultimately I can get the chance to do it in front of other people, for other people ... I like to make people smile, I like to challenge them.
Yes, something is up in the air (the cosmic sector.) I look forward to reading Ken's next blog entry